give us this day our daily blog
Today's daily blog, as usual, is a recap of what I did yesterday. I woke up "late", around 6:30, after a fitful sleep, waking up every hour or so, so last night, I tried the higher dose of Scientology-fucking temazapam I'm on.
Trish slept in until 9:00, while I responded to an uh-oh! at ICQ chat. I spent the next 2 hours talking to a biker chick who works as a CNA & practices witchcraft. I finally got offline, in order to phone in some 'scripts to Western Drug.
Trish did some light cleaning, then wanted to watch one of her Britney Spears DVDs. We ate lunch at the Soup Kitchen, then watched Britney Spears & Heavy Metal, up until Car-girl arrived for our TA -- at 2:00; her husband had the day off.
We went out to PJ's for a pop, then I picked up $30 of groceries; Trish & I went to the bank with Car-girl together, pre-pop. The conversation didn't dwell on "Relayer", lesbian sex aside, not to mention dope & peyote, but instead focussed on how I've been spending so much time on Internet chat rooms. I find myself, rather than writing when Trish is at work, wanting to surf for women fantasy friends.
Maybe it's just 'cause the Scientology-fucking Abilify hasn't hit yet. I really felt it the first few days I was on it; this is my 2nd month, & I started on the higher dose today. I'm now on 10 mg.s, & took the last 2 5 mg. pills this morning, rather than wait until tomorrow. I can feel the haldol wearing out of my system, & although I'm still getting a 1/4 shot Monday, it might take awhile for the Abilify to build up, so I don't want to do a lot of bad writing before the Abilify is in my blood & the blood is in my head. I just hope instead I'll be able to do some work tomorrow, when Trish is at work.
So after Car-girl & I picked up some groceries, I came home to find the house empty. Trish had gone somewhere, so I left the door open -- it was a warm day -- & started to put away our pork & chicken. Trish walked thru the door a few minutes later, & my leaving it open really freaked her out.
For supper, we had mac-&-cheese & some carrots. I need to buy milk & frozen veggies again, soon. After supper we watched Trish's new Britney Spears Live in Las Vegas, then shot the orgasm death. It's starting to get more atomic, with the haldol wearing out of my system.
We went channel-surfing afterwards, & then to bed.
Trish slept in until 9:00, while I responded to an uh-oh! at ICQ chat. I spent the next 2 hours talking to a biker chick who works as a CNA & practices witchcraft. I finally got offline, in order to phone in some 'scripts to Western Drug.
Trish did some light cleaning, then wanted to watch one of her Britney Spears DVDs. We ate lunch at the Soup Kitchen, then watched Britney Spears & Heavy Metal, up until Car-girl arrived for our TA -- at 2:00; her husband had the day off.
We went out to PJ's for a pop, then I picked up $30 of groceries; Trish & I went to the bank with Car-girl together, pre-pop. The conversation didn't dwell on "Relayer", lesbian sex aside, not to mention dope & peyote, but instead focussed on how I've been spending so much time on Internet chat rooms. I find myself, rather than writing when Trish is at work, wanting to surf for women fantasy friends.
Maybe it's just 'cause the Scientology-fucking Abilify hasn't hit yet. I really felt it the first few days I was on it; this is my 2nd month, & I started on the higher dose today. I'm now on 10 mg.s, & took the last 2 5 mg. pills this morning, rather than wait until tomorrow. I can feel the haldol wearing out of my system, & although I'm still getting a 1/4 shot Monday, it might take awhile for the Abilify to build up, so I don't want to do a lot of bad writing before the Abilify is in my blood & the blood is in my head. I just hope instead I'll be able to do some work tomorrow, when Trish is at work.
So after Car-girl & I picked up some groceries, I came home to find the house empty. Trish had gone somewhere, so I left the door open -- it was a warm day -- & started to put away our pork & chicken. Trish walked thru the door a few minutes later, & my leaving it open really freaked her out.
For supper, we had mac-&-cheese & some carrots. I need to buy milk & frozen veggies again, soon. After supper we watched Trish's new Britney Spears Live in Las Vegas, then shot the orgasm death. It's starting to get more atomic, with the haldol wearing out of my system.
We went channel-surfing afterwards, & then to bed.
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